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Life and Death

"Simply because you can breathe, doesn't mean you're alive, or that you really live."
There is more to life than the basic eating and sleeping routine that we do. If you live that way you will accomplish nothing. You've got to make goals in life and strive to meet those goals. They don't even have to be big. The littlest things are sometimes the best things. Live life to it's fullest don't hold back. Go all out and live.

Road trips

Ahhh road trips. Piling the family a big car and take off to an unknown place. They can get pretty hectic. Families fight and when they are trapped in a car for several hours it just becomes world war 3. People are throwing things. Crying. Complaining about being hungry and asking constantly how much longer till we get there. Parents say this is bonding time. But what they don't realize is that it's slowly driving them crazy. I am on a road trip right now to Cali. And trust me I want out of this car 10 and a half hours in a car.... With family. I mean I swear it's a form of torture. I'm wanting to kill my sisters and brother right now. But it's bonding time.... Right?

I'm afraid

I'm afraid of that one day when I won't see or talk to you anymore. It terrifies me... Whenever I think about it it makes me feel like I've done something wrong. That I screwed up somewhere. And I'll never forgive myself for it. Even if it's not my fault I'll take the blame for it.
I'm afraid of the past and what will happen in the future. Life is just a scary place. So much can happen. But you can't just always play it safe. You have got to take risks. They could lead to success or failure. You will go through both many times. When you go take those risks. Play it smart don't be stupid stop and think.
I'm afraid of people. They scare me. I mean I don't know if some people purposefully try and make themselves scary or not. But there are just some people that I swear come from horror movies. I just wonder if they notice this or if they are just wanting to traumatize little kids.

Bad music

So today I am going to address how hit music is just plain bad. The lyrics have no meaning. The lyrics just are about sex, money, and drugs. Or the lyrics are just plain bad and just repeat the same thing over and over again. Now I don't know about you but that sounds pretty bad. People just listen to these types of songs only for the catchy beat and they don't pay attention to the lyrics. For me I go for the lyrics. Songs are supposed to apply to you somehow. Listen to songs that you can relate to and not ones about this garbage. Stop supporting them by buying their music. If you really want to listen to these types of songs then go download them from somewhere online. So yes I am giving you permission to go illegally download some music. Just don't go telling on me that I told you to do it.

I'm thinking about you...

I'm thinking about you like druggies think about money

like Robin Williams thinks that he's still funny

like lights think about lighting

like Mike Tyson thinks about fighting

I'm thinking about you like Edward thinks about sparkling

like markers think about marking

like hipsters think about dressing poor

like butchers think about all that gore

I'm thinking about you like batteries think about charging

like signatures think about forging

like houses think about living

like how this world is so unforgiving

I'm thinking about you like life thinks about death

and death thinks about killing

like how the memories keep on hurting

and the feeling of you leaving hurts

I'm thinking about you.... always.

One Word Answers

Well, I am going to address something that makes me kinda just mad and makes me think to myself. "Really.... Really." That one thing is when I receive a one word text response after I sent this big huge long meaningful text and all that respond with is a one word text response. Here are a few examples of what I often get. "hahahaha" "yes" yeah" "I know" "fun" The list just goes on. Its really hard to respond to those kinds of texts. It just ends the conversation. It just bugs me.

What is Love?

Love can exist but not as fairy tale as people make it out to be. Most of it is lust that gets mistaken for love because people cannot tell the difference. It's a mixture of sexual and physical attraction mixed with psychological attraction as well. We tend to fall for those who are more mentally stable than ourselves or people who are better off than we are so we can try and have that part of their life get mixed into ours. The love described in the popular media now is ridiculous and childish that slowly poisons our minds by telling us what love is supposed to be as opposed to us finding out what it is supposed to be to ourselves.