Goodbye

Me

If you really knew me you would know I work at the BK lounge.
If you knew me you would know that I play video games all the time.
You would know that I'm a scrawny little thing.
You would know that I think differently than most.
You would know I don't want to grow up.
You would know that I'm great for carrying food.
You would've known that this was Trey Smith all along.

Mainstream, Satan's Plan of Happiness.

I think that mainstream music if we are not careful, is going to lead us all down the path to hell. For example, the new hit boy band, ''One Direction'' are puppets mastered by the hands of the Devil himself. They deceive us with their charm, heart melting smiles, and bodacious biceps, and lead us to think that it is okay to leave our dignity out in the cold to die. BUT THAT IS NOT OKAY! Satan has integrated these "puppets" on our lunchboxes, bed spreads, and even our backpacks. Justin Bieber's false facade has weaseled itself into our homes. He is plastered from our bedroom walls, to our facebook walls and it is an epidemic greater than the black plague. Individuality is losing! People are denying who they are and are joining the ranks of who they aren't. I hate Satan, and his little puppets too. I will never be the product of a Hamlet play, and become poisoned through my ears. Defend individualism, join the revolution!   

The Portersville Bouncer.

The summer nights of Portersville, Iowa bring nothing but makeshift recreation,  and the children let out from school find pleasure bouncing their big red balls from the little trinket machines at the grocery store. All the children ran around, and bounced their balls upon the sidewalks, the streets, and even off cars. Bridger Wakeman was among the army of bouncers, until his bouncing ball bounced a little bit too far.

Bridger was looked upon as a leader, being the oldest on his block the others looked to him for guidance; he was the neighborhood Thor, igniting the beacon of summer freedom. His hair: unruly. His shoes: duck taped at the soles. His eyes: yearning for adventure. Bridger bounced his ball with perfect finesse, and caught it with up-most accuracy. But on that fateful night in July, the ball missed its home, and bounced disobediently down the street. It bounced past the traffic light, across the bridge, and ended its journey in an open van door at the corner Sinclair station. Bridger followed closely behind his arms outstretched like a child wanting his mom. He ran past the traffic light, across the bridge, and finally became reunited with the bouncing ball under the seat in a van. The door slammed shut, and the van drove away taking with it the very beacon, of summer freedom.

Where did Bridger go?
Was he abandoned in the woods and adopted by wolves?
Will the beacon of summer freedom shine light in Portersville again?      

Pokemon in real life

YES!!!!!

Dialogue

1. Alright Charizard use fly!!
2. Charizard cannot learn fly.
1. What he has wings?! He isn't a freaking monkey (mankey)
*switches to other guy flying on pidgey*
3. WOOOO PIDGEY F*%# YEAH!!!

Slackers

I hate them. They deserve to die.

Drink

Life

Drink alcohol to death....

So have a beer.

Dog of a man.

If you want to be scarred for life then watch this. It cannot be unseen.

Moooovie!

I really don't have a favorite movie. But one that I really enjoy is The Emperors New Groove. I just think this movie is hilarious. Kronk is probably the best character in a movie. I think its one of Disney's best movies even though it was one of their low budget films. Its just way good!

You sir.... are a stupid face

This is you.

Life just hates you.

Im out.

Make It Stop

Such a great message in this song...

The Road Not Taken

The Road Not Taken by Robert Frost

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both. And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could. To where it bent in the undergrowth;


I think the reason why I'm so jealous of this poem is because it applies to me personally and how the words just flow so gracefully. It also has a lot of symbolism in it which I love. The whole first paragraph just explains everything so well in so little words. To me its about someone who is searching for his own identity and has tried many paths with no success down any. Now he is just trying to get back on his feet again to decide which path he should take next. Looking down it. Hoping.

Satellite

Satellite, By Rise Against

You can’t feel the heat until you hold your hand over the flame
you have to cross the line just to remember where it lays
you won’t know your worth now, son, until you take a hit
and you won’t find the beat until you lose yourself in it

That’s why we won’t back down
we won’t run and hide
cuz these are the things we can’t deny
i’m passing over you like a satellite
so catch me if i fall
that’s why you stick to your game plans and party lives
but at night we’re perspiring by candlelight
we are the orphans of the american dreams
oh shine your light on me

You can’t fill your cup until you empty your lit house
you can’t understand what lays ahead
if you don’t understand the past
you’ll never learn the fun now
til you’re standing at the gate
and you can’t truly love until youve given up on it

She told me that she never would face the world again

So i offer up my hand

We’ll sneak out when they sleep
and sail off in the night.
we’ll come clean and start over the rest of our lives.
when we’re gone we’ll stay gone.
out of sight, out of mind.
it’s not too late,
we have the rest of our lives.

We’ll sneak out while they sleep
and sail off into the night
we’ll come clean and start over the rest of our lives
out of sight, out of mind.
it’s not too late,
we have the rest of our lives.
the rest of our lives
the rest of our lives

Because we won’t back down
we won’t run and hide
yeah cuz these are the things we can’t deny
i’m passing over you like a satellite
so catch me if i fall
that’s why you stick to your game plans and party lives
but at night we’re perspiring by candlelight
we are the orphans of the american dreams
oh shine your light on me

Because we won’t back down
we won’t run and hide
yeah cuz these are the things we can’t deny
i’m passing over you like a satellite
cuz these are the things that we can’t deny now
this is a life that you can’t deny us now

Dreaming

I've been dreaming...
I've been dreaming that things will get better
back to the way things were...
Dreams... Why can't you be reality?
Life would be so much better
For what seems like eternal happiness only lasts for seconds in the real world.
Then you wake up
I just wan't to keep on dreaming...
Sleeping...
Dreaming of what it used to be
Hoping, praying that it comes back.
I've been dreaming...

POKEMON!!!

I want to be the very best,

Like no one ever was.

To catch them is my real test,

To train them is my cause.

I will travel across the land,

Searching far and wide.

Each Pokemon to understand

The power that's inside

(Gotta catch 'em all)

It's you and me

I know it's my destiny

Pokemon!

You're my best friend,

In a world we must defend.

Pokemon

(Gotta catch 'em all)

A heart so true.

Our courage will pull us through.

You teach me and I'll teach you.

Pokemon.

(Gotta catch 'em all)

Yeah

[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/p/pokemon/pokemon_theme_song_gotta_catch_em_all.html ]

(verse 2)

Every challenge along the way

with courage I will face.

I will battle everyday

to claim my rightful place.

Come with me the time is right.

There's no better team.

Arm and arm well win the fight.

It's always been our dream.

Pokemon!

(Gotta catch 'em all)

It's you and me

I know it's my destiny 

Pokemon!

Oh, your my best friend,

in a world we must defend.

Pokemon! 

A heart so true.

Our courage will pull us through.

You teach me and ill teach you.

Pokemon!

(Gotta catch 'em all)x4

Yeah!

Pokemon! 

It's you and me

I know it's my destiny 

Pokemon!

Oh, your my best friend,

in a world we must defend.

Pokemon! 

A heart so true.

Our courage will pull us through.

You teach me and ill teach you.

Courage

Don't back down. Stand up for what you believe in. For example if a kid comes up to you and starts pushing you around, calling you out to fight you. Stand up to that kid. Don't let him push you around. Say I'm not gonna fight you. Tell him how it is. Don't take crap from anybody. And if you see this happening go and step in. Defend the kid even if he is a weirdy. I have seen this happen so many times and it needs to stop. Stand up for something.

Random Stuff

Life and Death

"Simply because you can breathe, doesn't mean you're alive, or that you really live."
There is more to life than the basic eating and sleeping routine that we do. If you live that way you will accomplish nothing. You've got to make goals in life and strive to meet those goals. They don't even have to be big. The littlest things are sometimes the best things. Live life to it's fullest don't hold back. Go all out and live.

Road trips

Ahhh road trips. Piling the family a big car and take off to an unknown place. They can get pretty hectic. Families fight and when they are trapped in a car for several hours it just becomes world war 3. People are throwing things. Crying. Complaining about being hungry and asking constantly how much longer till we get there. Parents say this is bonding time. But what they don't realize is that it's slowly driving them crazy. I am on a road trip right now to Cali. And trust me I want out of this car 10 and a half hours in a car.... With family. I mean I swear it's a form of torture. I'm wanting to kill my sisters and brother right now. But it's bonding time.... Right?

I'm afraid

I'm afraid of that one day when I won't see or talk to you anymore. It terrifies me... Whenever I think about it it makes me feel like I've done something wrong. That I screwed up somewhere. And I'll never forgive myself for it. Even if it's not my fault I'll take the blame for it.
I'm afraid of the past and what will happen in the future. Life is just a scary place. So much can happen. But you can't just always play it safe. You have got to take risks. They could lead to success or failure. You will go through both many times. When you go take those risks. Play it smart don't be stupid stop and think.
I'm afraid of people. They scare me. I mean I don't know if some people purposefully try and make themselves scary or not. But there are just some people that I swear come from horror movies. I just wonder if they notice this or if they are just wanting to traumatize little kids.

Bad music

So today I am going to address how hit music is just plain bad. The lyrics have no meaning. The lyrics just are about sex, money, and drugs. Or the lyrics are just plain bad and just repeat the same thing over and over again. Now I don't know about you but that sounds pretty bad. People just listen to these types of songs only for the catchy beat and they don't pay attention to the lyrics. For me I go for the lyrics. Songs are supposed to apply to you somehow. Listen to songs that you can relate to and not ones about this garbage. Stop supporting them by buying their music. If you really want to listen to these types of songs then go download them from somewhere online. So yes I am giving you permission to go illegally download some music. Just don't go telling on me that I told you to do it.

I'm thinking about you...

I'm thinking about you like druggies think about money

like Robin Williams thinks that he's still funny

like lights think about lighting

like Mike Tyson thinks about fighting

I'm thinking about you like Edward thinks about sparkling

like markers think about marking

like hipsters think about dressing poor

like butchers think about all that gore

I'm thinking about you like batteries think about charging

like signatures think about forging

like houses think about living

like how this world is so unforgiving

I'm thinking about you like life thinks about death

and death thinks about killing

like how the memories keep on hurting

and the feeling of you leaving hurts

I'm thinking about you.... always.

One Word Answers

Well, I am going to address something that makes me kinda just mad and makes me think to myself. "Really.... Really." That one thing is when I receive a one word text response after I sent this big huge long meaningful text and all that respond with is a one word text response. Here are a few examples of what I often get. "hahahaha" "yes" yeah" "I know" "fun" The list just goes on. Its really hard to respond to those kinds of texts. It just ends the conversation. It just bugs me.

What is Love?

Love can exist but not as fairy tale as people make it out to be. Most of it is lust that gets mistaken for love because people cannot tell the difference. It's a mixture of sexual and physical attraction mixed with psychological attraction as well. We tend to fall for those who are more mentally stable than ourselves or people who are better off than we are so we can try and have that part of their life get mixed into ours. The love described in the popular media now is ridiculous and childish that slowly poisons our minds by telling us what love is supposed to be as opposed to us finding out what it is supposed to be to ourselves.

Intro

Oh, hello world. I am now officially a blogger on the interwebs. This could possibly be a terrible thing. It most likely will. People will learn to hate me. People will probably end up getting super mad. This will mean I have accomplished something.  FTW CATS!!